.Saturday, June 28, 2008 ' 11:24 AM Y
more posts under she wants. blogged by nicole♥
umm update.
im terribly broke cos i've been out everyday.
only when school on monday and i have chinese oral next monday.
my life's super fucked up.
if you know me, you'll know how fucked up life is for me.
no comment sia.
say got something wrong. dont say also something wrong.
i wished you two the best & hoping you two will patch.
i told you cos i didn't want to hide anything from you but you had to use the reason to break even though i told you not to mention it.
to stop further misunderstanding and the same thing from happening, i chose not to tell you for your own good, knowing you'll be better off not knowing. we never knew you didn't bother.
knowing your temper, we thought you'll misunderstand again.
we thought wrong, but you could have just said forget it.
all this over whether i was with him in a movie, wtf.
thought you would even understand why i did that, or why he did that.
but i guess not.
i could have still said no when you asked if he/she/they was with me, but did i?
now i know why not even one person asks me to remain your best friend.
do you know the pain you caused me since we've been best friends?
i love you and everything i do i just wished you would be happy.
you dont even think about my feelings or be understanding at all.
the things you say are fucking hurting.
dont trust then whatever.
i am more disappointed than you are.
i am not so wu liao to lie to you randomly.
i dont know why i keep wasting my tears for.
i dont know what to do anymore.
thanks vicson, luis, gavin ♥
happy birthday alson! :D
